Expectations. This word to me has one implication. Hope.
Something when expected, gives me happiness. And when it ends up in disappointment it takes up the form of frustration. For me, frustration knows no limits. People do different things when frustrated. Maybe talk about it to someone. They share. They feel happy. I have nobody. Nobody to share things with. Had I been at home, would things have been different? Probably. But here? No chance. Not even a bit. Sometimes you learn to embrace loneliness and if you ask me, I think I have already become a master of it. Will the society find it funny? Will people laugh at me? Will they console me? Sometimes consolation becomes the easiest thing for people to do. They say many things. But, do they mean it? Highly unlikely. Life shows you many things. Teaches you more. And now, from where I'm looking, I can't see anyone either side of me.
Something when expected, gives me happiness. And when it ends up in disappointment it takes up the form of frustration. For me, frustration knows no limits. People do different things when frustrated. Maybe talk about it to someone. They share. They feel happy. I have nobody. Nobody to share things with. Had I been at home, would things have been different? Probably. But here? No chance. Not even a bit. Sometimes you learn to embrace loneliness and if you ask me, I think I have already become a master of it. Will the society find it funny? Will people laugh at me? Will they console me? Sometimes consolation becomes the easiest thing for people to do. They say many things. But, do they mean it? Highly unlikely. Life shows you many things. Teaches you more. And now, from where I'm looking, I can't see anyone either side of me.
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