Hush little baby don't you cry

These words from a very famous song has left an everlasting impact on me. You see, love is funny. Admiration is funnier. Overestimating yourself in someone else's life is a joke altogether.
For me it was the last one. I admired her.
One sided? Check.
Madness? Check.
Overestimation? Check.
If you have ever had feelings for someone just spit it out. It helps. Being a pussy like me will surely not get you anywhere. What made me a pussy? Maybe just a fear to fail. As usual.
College life is meant to be full of memories and happy moments. I have had my share of those moments. But she left a mark on me. From the moment I saw her, those hilarious Bollywood tunes started playing in my head. In short.
She came.
Played with my head.
Took me for a ride.
Left me high and dry.
All for a mistake of mine.

I said fuck off over the phone.
Two words and it went to the extent of friendship getting broken.
The admiration ended.
She left.
As I pointed out before.
Overestimation of myself in her life. 100%
I have been brutal in this post of mine using excessive foul language. But then again, do we always think clean in our mind?

Peace.